All that I want to say on V day..

it is said that writing blog is like an addiction..however, for me it is mostly about getting a perfect mood to write something..14th Feb is a day celebrated worldwide ..for me u just cant have a single day to celebrate love..as for me it is just in a moment when u realize that somebody is there even after a bad fighting ..even after a thousands of ego clashes ..even when u have decided to break up from the very next day..and again starting the next morning with a call from the same demon last night that u will be late for your office..dont know why I have found that all truffle issues raised after 10 pm over phone ends up with a break up call ..but mornings rays magically cleans up all the signs of tears from my eyes..and somehow I start realizing that everything is just as fine as it ought to be..as a biologist I start blaming the hormonal interplay with the circadian rhythm (what a cliche logic paro!!)!!!

At this dawn of thirty I am still the crazy college girl somewhere inside..who ..just when fails to clear her points to the opponent specifically to her love interest, throws her phone..and starts the next morning jotting down each pieces and waiting for the call from that very demon of last night..this very emotion that drives you to be attached with the most quarrel some, illogical annoying teaser is something that I call the love of life..loving you is nothing but loving myself..as you are the person where I found all the damn things of myself as a precious one...( well well..last night too I got a bad rebuke for my crazy gift and failed to make him understand that it is not the gifts but the whole journey of rushing from one showroom to another ..confusing myself and the salesgirls about my choice and ending up with the same typical gifts of five years before ..and then pondering the whole night of what else would be a better one for you..is what I call a perfect V day celebration for me!!!) better luck next year:)

A BIT OF SCIETIFIC SCENARIO...

When you are working in a research laboratory you have to take care of a thousand stuffs at a time..its not merely your personal work that matters ..its your team your lab environment that reflects on your performance.Its true that the corporate world has a lot of problems..but a lab is a complex one as it takes your whole attention..endless time and a tough competition with the outer world...specially in India ..we have a lot of intellectual resource here..but you have a limited resource in terms of grants..a limited freedom to do the real science in its true sense..when you are going to publish your data..you will see that being an Indian matters a lot..A person working in a US lab can easily publish a paper with less data and in much ease..However, there are certain labs which truly contributing to the modern biotechnology..Being a part of the largest agricultural organization of the world..ICAR ..I can tell you..although only 5% people are working hard..they are really doing some praiseworthy publication..however,if you ask me about the practical application..like gain in respect to farmers side..our biotechnological approaches have to walk a long way to reach the field of the poor farmers..the competition with the outer market is increasing day by day..and the gap too..

Its almost after two year that I am again writing ..well, that's the reality of a busy biotechnologist like me..I have to spend almost the whole day in my lab..setting reactions..reading papers..facing frustrations of not having the results appropriately etc...In the mean time I have changed my city ..from Kolkata to New Delhi..almost 2000km away from home..am not a homesick guy..but you see..sometimes after a hectic schedule and a severe headache ..only Maa could give me a releif..so I often wake up and realise that I am not in my own bed..and the new day bizzes away..

Meanwhile, I got some new friends..better to say co-workers..Its highly risky to give a title of FRIEND to somebody..anyways..they are all nice chaps..ya see we have 25 sort of total workers and from 25 different states of India almost.. Unbelievable man!!! and I a the sole bengali girl..ha ha .. they dnt treat me like a girl..thought a kind of workoholic creature!!!! So I am ..and I am happy to be like this..coz this is my life..and after all I have chosen this schedule for myself...sounds arrogant!!! yap!!! that's me..feeling tired!!! enough for today...